[Cube nods and takes a seat, his smile fading a bit}
I have...
... many times I thought against this decision...
feeling like I was abandoning my Mistresses... even if most have long since been gone...
...
However, I don't think they'd be happy knowing I gave up a chance to find happiness because of them. They'd never ... wish that upon anyone, so I assume not myself as well. Remembering them will not bring them back... forgetting them will not erase any time I've spent with them. Things are as they were and...
Even if I arrive at other worlds and no one remembers me... I feel it's something I must do. I'm not a slave to the gods... so I should be allowed this choice.
My home isn't back where I came from anymore... it's with these people I've made a life of with here. I can't... imagine going back with a hole in my heart... never knowing what could have been.
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I have...
... many times I thought against this decision...
feeling like I was abandoning my Mistresses... even if most have long since been gone...
...
However, I don't think they'd be happy knowing I gave up a chance to find happiness because of them. They'd never ... wish that upon anyone, so I assume not myself as well. Remembering them will not bring them back... forgetting them will not erase any time I've spent with them. Things are as they were and...
Even if I arrive at other worlds and no one remembers me... I feel it's something I must do. I'm not a slave to the gods... so I should be allowed this choice.
My home isn't back where I came from anymore... it's with these people I've made a life of with here. I can't... imagine going back with a hole in my heart... never knowing what could have been.