✪ Sewing ideas! ✪ [Text]

[loyal_cube]

Attention anyone who is handy with sewing:

Due to the lack of medical supplies, would anyone be interested in helping me make some masks? It'd require thread and fabric but the design shouldn't be too hard. It'd free up one's ability to defend themselves by having both hands free... making it handy with all the new hostile monsters that have appeared.

If you're interested in making some, I'd like to know. I'm not sure how many people may need them or how many would wear them... but I'm sure we could always use any extras at the hospital.

Thank you for your time.

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Miss Shiki Misaki, do you have any green thread? I'd like to make a present for a friend of mine... so I would need quite a bit of it.

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Even if I could, I don't feel like returning to the hospital when Eirin-sama isn't there. I know they could use my assistance but I feel helpless without her.
Watching the ash fall would be relaxing if the sounds of pain didn't echo through the city... at least in Hell you could get away from it. I slept a little last night despite still hearing those bells.
I'm still baffled at the fact Saburo-san doesn't dislike me at all. He's so bizarre. However, I'm glad. I'm not so scared of him anymore, although he is still a big creep who needs to be watched. Even so, I truely wish I could call him Niisan to his face. I know if I did, I'd wake up at the hospital again...
The other day, someone had mentioned an interesting purpose to have in life. It was as simple as keeping another from being lonely. It's really got be back to thinking about my own purpose. I've come down to a few things, each one sharing the same desire... to serving someone. I want to help someone. Who? I'm not so sure of yet...

I just wish to help... somehow.

Comments

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

[Yeah, sparkly flustered emo is NOT Saburo's forte. He gives Cube an awkward blink from behind the shades.]

You don't have to, but... I don't see the need for so much... excitement.

[dorkydomestic.livejournal.com]

[Sparkly butler just jumped a good six inches off the floor, good job Saburo.]

H-H-How long have you been standing there!?

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

[Have a low, evil-sounding chuckle from the dark corner.]

Did you just notice that?

[dorkydomestic.livejournal.com]

I was ... rather occupied, Mr. Saburo.

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

So was I!

[You know. By standing here, being a creeper in the corner. Sunglasses at night and all.]

[loyal_cube]

Excitement?!

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

Over-reacting! You're either ridiculously cheerful or upset.

[loyal_cube]

Well, you're right about that, Mister Saburo. At least you can see that much about emotions...

... do those types of emotions bother you?

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

How...why do you go from one to the other so quickly?

[loyal_cube]

... I've never thought of it that way...

That's a good question... [He ponders for a moment] I suppose when I get embarrassed or something upsets me, I get... overpowered with that emotion. I was happy about something but then Mister Raphael's mistake made me upset... and it just... it's not his fault.... but that's why I jumped from being happy to upset so quickly... because it was really upsetting.

Anyhow, so if something upsets me, more times then not, it'll overpower what current emotion I'm feeling... it's hard to express two emotions at once, too.

[He pauses, feeling like he explained that badly]
... It's hard to explain...

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

... It sounds flawed. You're saying emotions 'overload' into other emotions? Hmph. Humans seem to have confused messes of emotions at once. Some of them, at least.

At least it's got his mind off the fail...

[loyal_cube]

Well, not all beings are as well constructed as you, Mister Saburo.
[He smirks]

I can't think of another way to explain it. Surely you've seen someone really upset before, right? It can be for happy emotions too. [He can think of a few] Sometimes, when one is happy they feel very powerful and it can be more dominant then other emotions... and not everyone is the same.

I'm just saying it's difficult to properly weight emotions when experiencing them at the same time. For example, I may be crying, but I could be worried, and embarrassed, and maybe even excited too! Only one to two emotions can really surface at one time, though...

... am I just confusing you more?

god saburo stop inadvertantly helping people

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

That's for sure.

... Yes. I don't understand why they're complicated like that. It seems to cause more harm than benefit.

I see 'how,' it works, but I don't see why humans prefer it.

He can't comprehend the power of FEELINGS~

[loyal_cube]

[And he giggles a little]

Oh, I see. Depends on what your definition of harm is. [He is a bit stumped there]

They're enjoyable...? Even if someone is sad... you can not be happy without first feeling sad... right?

...

Have you ever felt "Happy", Saburo?

[hakai-aniki.livejournal.com]

Even a simple definition. Causing physical harm to themselves from these confused emotions.

I don't understand that. So, not only do emotions overload each other, they trigger each other?

'Happy' is the same as 'satisfied?'

[loyal_cube]

I can't explain how or why but emotions cause people to think irrationally at times, as you're aware of, it seems. However, I think the fear of losing one's ability to express emotions would be high. Losing what makes someone a person... who they are... definition... is scary. Try to imagine Miss Alpha not being able to express any emotions. Can you truely say it's still Miss Alpha then? I'm positive she wouldn't act the same at all. Sure, she technically is still Miss Alpha but... ... She wouldn't be at the same time.

Yes. Exactly. That's why they're so... hard to explain. You make me want to people watch now. [He chuckles]

Hm, they're close. Personally, I think "Satisfied" would be considered a "Content" emotion. Unless, it was a great achievement. Then I'd consider it a "Happy" emotion. I can feel satisfied with a job well done and yet still feel depressed. Again, that's my personal opinion...